My One Wish (Okay Maybe It's Two Wishes)

My one wish has always been to have a family someday. As I get closer to my 30's I'm really starting to wonder if I'm ever gonna get that wish granted to me. I made a wish on New Year's Eve: to fall in love with "the one". Ever since I was a little girl I've wanted to be a mother and have a family. I just hope I get that chance someday!

I will not rape an kill you promise and I'll be wearing a white rose on my jacket.

Q. I will not rape an kill you promise and I'll be wearing a white rose on my jacket.

A. Okay. Where am I supposed to see you?

Can we be friends in real life?

Q. Can we be friends in real life?

A. Yes, just as long as you don't rape and/or kill me. One question for you: How will I know who you are?

So your taken? Your profile says your single?

Q. So your taken? Your profile says your single?

A. I'm as free as a bird. Yes, I'm single. Just ignore the previously answered question. The slate for 2010 has been wiped clean. Although I would like to fall in love this year, for real, and for it to last.

If you could be with anyone in the world right now who would you be with?

Q. If you could be with anyone in the world right now who would you be with?

A. The man that I love so deeply lives approx. 5-6 hours away. He's the one I wanna be with right now and forever!

When did you discover your Wiccan path and how did it come about?

Q. When did you discover your Wiccan path and how did it come about?

A. I was thirteen years old when I first discovered Wicca. I spoke to my brother about wanting to find a religion, a path that I could spiritually feel. (I was raised baptist. I went to church, but never felt anything.) My brother told me about Wicca and it being based on the elements and the earth. So I went to the nearest bookstore, which just so happens to be a New Age shop, called Pathways and bought my first book on Wicca called "Wicca: A Guide for the Solitary Practitioner" by: Scott Cunningham. After reading the book I felt that Wicca was my path, because I could actually feel it (for lack of better wording).

Greetings and Salutations!

Welcome to the blogspot of Ariel Star Phoenix. Obviously that isn't my birth name. Ariel Star is my Wiccan name in the eyes of the Gods and Goddesses. I just got done watching the first episode of Dexter and I thought now would be a good time to write my first blog entry.

I'm lounging on the couch, sippin' a beer and smoking a cigarette while listening to "Dark Side of The Moon" by: Pink Floyd. Ironically enough the song that is playing is "Breathe". Lol...haha. Any the who...run rabbit run...dig that hole...

Back to the subject of introductions... I'm a twenty-seven year old female living in the middle of Misery. And I mean that quite literally at times. Not to put myself in any sort of box or anything, but I also happen to be bipolar. Back in the old days they used to call it "manic depression". I, personally think that "manic depression" describes it so much better. Moving onwards... I was born on Wednesday, June 2. That makes me a Gemini. It gets better, cause Gemini's are naturally bipolar to some degree. Now am I making a bit more sense? Cause if not, then your fucked....lol!

I, being a creature of communication will most likely write in this blog quite often. Mostly in short spurts of communication, etc... My main source of internet is on my cell phone and I tend to get impatient quite easily. My words don't always flow as well as they are at this precise moment, but I do believe that words flow more intelligently through me when I've got a bit of alcohol in my system. I fancy myself a writer. When I have the patience to write that is. My grammar isn't what it used to be, so I prewarn anyone who might actually read this blog, at any time that it may be a bit hard to follow sometimes. That's your problem for reading my blog suckas! LOL! :)

Well, quite obviously this blog is drawing to a close. I can't seem to think of anything else that I really wanna say right now. I do promise that as the journey of this blog progresses that it shall get interesting. Of course that's also how you take my words and all of that nonsense. Okey dokey.

~Ari

"There are no secrets in life. Just hidden truths that lie beneath the surface." -Dexter